From the recording Elucidation Vol. 1

From Q -
"Dude.. This fucking song. I originally thought I was writing it toward an emotional connection I have with experiences from my childhood. As the lyrics and furthermore, the emotion progressed.. I realized.. This isn't about the ones I always knew I had no connection with.... But more so about the people I've had close to be claiming to take their place. Growing up in the foster system, being adopted, all the things you think would make a life like that much greater.. often was the least likely to be happening. You should feel safe and be given a safe place to talk, vent, and "be". With the recent passing of my biological grandmother, it's made this song so much more meaningful, powerful, and emotional for me. As she was the only one from that side of my life that I DID have memories & relationships with.
I hope you enjoy this entire project.. as I've truly pored my all into these 3 songs. Giving opinion and insight

Lyrics

Life's been
Reckless
And I just
Wanted answers
(Oh)
I wanted answers
(Nobody's calling me back)

Back and that's ok
I'll go my own way
I'm just afraid
I'll go back to my old ways
It feels cold
with these snowflakes
So cold that I
Can't feel my face

I'm fucked up
And don't notice
The damage I've done

You can say what you want

And this right here's the
Man I've become..
So take what you want

You can take
What you need
From me

I ain't askin' for you in return
Cuz every piece
Of me
Is damaged,
Oh it's damaged..
(Take what you want)
You can take what you need

Cuz every piece of me is,
oh I'm damaged..

Oh I'm damaged
Fuck...
(I feel fucked up and damaged)
Oh he's so damaged
I bet..

I bet you feel so heroic

Oh so you gave me a better life?
Well that doesn't explain why'
I'm traumatized
From all the lies
That you told me (oh)

Cuz you're fucked up
And don't see the
Damage you've done

You can't take
What you want..
(You can't take what you want)

And
This right here, is
Who I've become
So take what you want

You can take what you need
From me
I don't mind
(I ain't askin' for you in return)
Cuz all of these
pieces you see are broken
(oh I'm damaged)
All these pieces
You see are broken
(I'm damaged..)
All these pieces
You see are broken
(Take what you want)

I've got these habits
they're going to kill me
If I don't learn
To let em go
(I'm so broken!)
I know
(BUT WON'T GIVE WHAT I NEED)
Oh I'm damaged
Now I'm askin for you in return

I've got these habits
They're going to kill me if
I don't,
Learn
To let em go
And I know, I'm so damaged.